lately I’ve been having this problem
i hear voices inside my head
telling me , or should i say forcing me
to do things i dont know if they are good or bad
ive been thinking a lot lately
life , me , dreams , future , past
Where did i go wrong ??
what did i do right ???
is that what they call it middle age or past age crises
i dont know what they call it
& i dont want to know or think about what they call it
but … still dont have answers for my real questions
isn’t it sad & shame :
you wasted your life time chasing your impossible dreams …
trying to make them com true
but you end up with nothing
as i was young .. i used to live my life
i stumble , i fall , but soon i get up on my feet & fight back
but now .. as i grow older & older
I’m just living & surviving
for what just left of my life
i guess i just lost the edge , lost my spark
i used to say i have lost a fight , but i didn’t lose my battle
now … did i really just lost the fight, or i lost the battle
all i know is … I’m just surviving .. trying to live again
but I’m too old to try or fight any more battle
im not giving up or giving in my believes
i still have my dreams & hopes , though they are all burned out
but .. they still dreams & hopes
a memory of what i used to dream & hope for
Some thing to remind me of what i used to be
i wish if i can go back in time
the time when i was much younger than now
to live the life i used to have
to correct the mistakes that i did long time ago
or maybe just do them again & laugh at my self again
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