Still @ War With My Demons & fears
Honestly , really
I Don’t Know
Either I’m blessed or possessed
Cant tell the deference
All i know
I keep hearing voices inside my head
Cant understand it most of the time
They talk very fast or i cant comprehend it easily
My eyes some times play tricks on me
I see things that really not there
Just a blur , cant see clearly , some are in near future , some in the far future
Some i cant figure it out and make no sense to me
Do you think I’ve lost it
Going crazy
Really mentally crazy
One thing for sure
From now on
I will do what ever the voices inside my head tells me to do
They never failed me so far
To be honest
The less i know
The better peace of mind i will be
Why should i bother & care for some one , any ones problem
I was wrong
I should known better not to get involve
But i cant help it
When i see any one needs help & just walk away and nothing about it
I guess its my stupid nature or how i was raised by my father
But i think im going to change all that
The next time they ask for my help i will ask them
Whats in it for me
What will i get
Questions :
Can you Tell me why !!
Cant fined peace
Even in my stupid silly nightmares & dreams
King Of Sorrow 